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Total Meltdown

by Total Meltdown

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Total Meltdown! Trapped inside, with no way out Getting crushed by, crippling self doubt Overthinking bout it ain’t making you well I hate being stuck in this personal hell Trapped inside, with no way out Getting crushed by, crippling self doubt Overthinking bout it ain’t making you well I hate being stuck in this solitary cell I am melting down And I can not be A functioning member of This fucked up society Trapped inside, with no way out Getting crushed by, crippling self doubt Overthinking bout it ain’t making you well I hate being stuck in this personal hell I am melting down And I can not be A functioning member of This fucked up society I'm having a Total Meltdown! Trapped inside, with no way out Getting crushed by, crippling self doubt Overthinking bout it ain’t making you well I hate being stuck in this personal hell
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Mind Bender 04:02
Looking for a way, to ruin your psyche Sneaking up to a snatch, all of your sanity Try to numb out, but there’s no escaping me Don't melt down Taking on too much, don't wanna be stuck with me Whatever moves you make, it’s just temporary Found a way out, you gotta be kidding me Shut the fuck up, you think you had a choice? I'm what's inside of you Trying to mind bend you Sometimes you ignore me I'll get you eventually I'm what's inside of you Trying to mind bend you Sometimes you ignore me I'll takeover eventually Looking for a way, to ruin your psyche Sneaking up to a snatch, all of your sanity Try to numb out, but there’s no escaping me Don't melt down Taking on too much, don't wanna be stuck with me Whatever moves you make, it’s just temporary Think you found a way out, you gotta be kidding me Shut the fuck up, you think you had a voice? I'm what's inside of you Trying to mind bend you Sometimes you ignore me I'll get you eventually I'm what's inside of you Trying to mind bend you Sometimes you ignore me I'll takeover eventually Looking for a way, to ruin your psyche Sneaking up to a snatch, all of your sanity Try to numb out, but there’s no escaping me Don't melt down Taking on too much, don't wanna be stuck with me Whatever moves you make, it’s just temporary Found a way out, you gotta be kidding me Shut the fuck up, you think you had a choice? I'm what's inside of you Trying to mind bend you Sometimes you ignore me I'll get you eventually I'm what's inside of you Trying to mind bend you Sometimes you ignore me I'll takeover eventually
3.
No Escape 02:32
My chest is heavy, I find it difficult to breathe Gyrate uncontrollably, my emotions get the best of me I need to step out to outside, I need to take a deep breath This paranoia just, just leaves nothing left But I know I am, seeing things, How can I discern, what’s reality? Melting down, there’s no escape Insane asylum is your fate Lick the skin from the toad’s back Hallucinations are your fact! Do you think you can relax? If a straight jacket holds you back! Melting down, you can’t escape Insane asylum is your fate Do you think you can relax? If a straight jacket holds you back! My chest is heavy, I find it difficult to breathe Gyrate uncontrollably, my emotions get the best of me I need to step out to outside, I need to take a deep breath This paranoia just, just leaves nothing left But I know I am, just seeing things, How can I discern, what’s reality? Melting down, there’s no escape Insane asylum is your fate Lick the skin from the toad’s back Hallucinations are your fact! Melting down, there's no escape Insane asylum is your fate Do you think you can relax? If a straight jacket holds you back!
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Don’t lose it Don’t lose Don’t lose it Go ahead and bury, your head in the sand Every night's a chance to go out And clear out your head Rage like there are no consequences, Live your life tonight There’s no worry in sight, So do, what the fuck you want Don't, lose your fucking mind Don't, close your fucking mind Don't, lose your fucking mind Don't, close your fucking mind Go ahead and bury, your head in the sand Every night's a chance to go out And clear your head Rage like there are no consequences, Live your life tonight There’s no worry in sight, So do, what the fuck you want Don't, close your fucking mind Don't, lose your fucking mind Don't, close your fucking mind Don't, lose your fucking mind Come face me, Now we’re alone Don't stop for a second Don’t let that mind roam Why are you hiding That won’t fix shit Depression is real You can’t ignore it Just cause you think you’re sane Don’t try to tell me this pain, is normal! Come face me, Now we’re alone Stop for a second Don’t let that mind roam Why are you hiding That won’t fix shit This pain is real You can’t ignore it Just cause you think you’re sane Don’t try to tell me this pain, is not what, What's best for me! Don’t lose It Don’t lose Don’t lose It Just don't, lose your fucking mind Don't, close your fucking mind Don't, lose your fucking mind Don't, close your fucking mind
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Embrace It 03:07
There’s something beautiful in chaos Just gotta find that groove Looking around, feeling like your back’s against the wall Trying to rise, but the weight of the world just holds you down Sunk in this darkness, with no light switch to be found There’s no way out! Embrace the fact you’re gonna drown! Embrace it! Cause it’s outta your control! Once you know you’ve lost it, You’ll start to float Looking around, feeling like your back’s against the wall Trying to rise, but the weight of the world just holds you down Stuck in this darkness, with no light switch to be found There’s no way out! Accept the fact you’re gonna drown! Embrace it! Cause it’s outta your control! Once you know you’ve lost it, You’ll start to float Embrace it! Cause it’s outta your control! Once you know you’ve lost it, You’ll start to float Fight fear Just stay here I won’t, I won’t let you drown Fight fear Just stay here You’re not on your own now Fight fear, Just stay here I won’t let you drown There’s something beautiful in chaos Just gotta find that There’s something beautiful in chaos

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Total Meltdown is an assemblage of four guys that grew up in the Long Island Hardcore / New York Hardcore scene(s) and found a mutual connection through their love of hardcore, punk, metal, hip hop, graffiti, Art and DIY/underground culture.

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released March 6, 2020

All songs Written By Total Meltdown © 2020 Housed Recordings • Ralph: Vocals • Chris: Guitars • Cory: Drums • Drew: Bass • Recorded by Darren Nanos in The Locker Room, Long Island City, NY during Winter of 2019 • Mastered By Mario Quintero at MQ Audio, Pittsburgh, PA • Art: Kelsey Niziolek + Drew Kassl + Dave Carlino • Photography: Aaron Durall

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Total Meltdown Brooklyn, New York

Ralph: Vocals

Chris: Guitars

Cory: Drums

Drew: Bass

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